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just take a loook at that detail.. it amazes me to see it and i thought that i should of shared it... AMazing i tell you! I know I have so much potential, but for what? I'm still waiting for it to hit me *smack* in teh FACE!
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what's new? we are moving right down the street literally! But it's o0ozk... we are moving out of marietta city limits... cause will anyone that lives here should reallie know why. It was great though for the past 2-3 years... i was able to go to the square within minutes of walking shopping/eating/free concerts/special events/ quiet place to read/ best place to exercise! but now instead of walking i can dirve... but it's not the same. But i do love the place that we are moving too.. it's quiet, huge yard for my dad, more than enough bedrooms and baths (6/5), and the nieghbors are absolutely WONDERFUL! Other than that I've faced a lot of discrimination... this past monday. An OB/GYN refused to treat/see my sister-in-law cause she couldn't speak english, and this "man" in douglasville, refused to sell me any cars on his car lot.... due to my "valley accent" on the phone i think he thought that i was a white girl.... You guuys should of saw his face!! So, yeah other than that life has been the SAME! hope every1 is great get back at moi!
<3 sarah promprasert
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"To somebody in the world you are just another person, but to somebody in this world u ARE the world." |
It hurts me now to realize that, to so many people I'm that "person." The rock I guess you could say... Someone you trust, will always be there/ depend on, the 1st person that pops in your head to call... Yet I don't have that "person" in my life. It makes no sense at all!!! If I'm such a great person to rely on, why don't I seem to get the favor back in return?
I felt so off this past month, I hid it from the world around me. Everyone see's the smile on my face. Yet, no one out there knows me will enough to know that I'm crashing inside. It's no one's fault but my own. I wake up everyday looking in the mirror and not knowing the "one" facing back at me. So how can I expect anyone to know ME if I myself can't figure it out?!
It's impossible I tell you!!! It's a fight I have each day, going to school and not just sticking around the same people... so I won't get attached or pulled in to a clique. At work I switch around so often that now I'm feeling-in instead of a specialist. My whole wk consists of seeing a different rotation of people daily. And throughout it all I've kept myself a secret... by disguising myself as a "bubbly freak of nature."
I seriously don't know what to do? I'm that one person you probably thought you'd never hear this from. It's like I can't have a bad day, I can't be normal, I can't be ME! I'm breaking down so fast, I can't think no more.... scared & confused!!!
...I feel as if I'm failing in life...
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THE NEW LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! TOO CUTE FOR WORDS DON'T CHA THINK?
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| It snowed today... well, it actually sprinkle a LIL bit here and there. Amoung all the chaos of this wk-end... it was a beautiful sight! It took my breath away litterally... Anywho, it came at the time I needed it (snow). It took my mind off of everything... it was strange b/c I was outside right when it began to fall. It's truly magical. I was so caught up with all the task my parents were putting on me. They think I can do everything in a blink of an eye. It sucks mainly b/c all I have is sunday to even see/ talk to them. Life's flowing by so fast... But hey what's new? Hope all is well with everyone!
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guess what guys? Lily had her puppies yesterday morning as i was walking out for school. she had 3 gals and 1 guy... they all are chocolate brown Chihuahuas so CUTE! pictures will be up soon.
school has been o0oz k? i guess what is there to say... i'm learning and absorbing it all litto by litto. just so different from the other schools i've gone to. a lil drama here and there, but not to bad... cause it doesn't envolve me!
other than school, work has been a little slow... and i'm definitely shopping more than usual, but it seems for others than myself... which is great! but i'm definitely not shopping for clothes no more, cause i refuse to stay the "size" that i am!!!
sorry guys nothing out of the ordinary... been so busy with everything it seems like! hope all is well... God bless!!!
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